Stressnyaaaaaa!

seriouslyyyyy???! stresssnyaaaa I wonder apa sebenarnya tugas SUP???! nak buat postmortem bukannya SUP kena aturkan GB GPK KURI kena la amek tau, takkan lah iolls yang nak kena jaga prestasi budak2 skolah tu, kalau gtu meh iolls je jadi guru besar,,,habis cita. sentap jugakla baca komen kat watsapp skolah yang pintu doremon tu,,i feel like you are blaming on me,,if you knew dah nak kena buat postmortem bgtahu you tu cikgu tahun 6, takkan la SUP merangkap CIKGU BIMBINGAN DAN KAUNSELING nak kenaa jaga tahun 6,,letih la weyyyyyy banyak sangat nak kena handle bila tiada tangan yang membantu, ada su tapi pada sekadar nama, bek xyah,,seriously sedih sangat sebb masa belajar kat maktab kawan senang susah sentiasa ada, bila da masuk alam pekerjaan ni, you cant trust anyone*tapi iolls percaya mama iolls hehe* yang tikam belakang,,,,erghhhh so uncomfortable but that is the fact of life.. n iolls sangat terkilan as though our hardwork means nothing to them. i don't do works just to impress but i do work to lift the burden of others,is that wrong?! pelik betol manusia zaman skrg ni.

okay enough dengan keterasaan iolls petang ni,,hahahah xpe mom can mind my broken heart, *igt bercinta je broken heart, buat keje pon leh broken heart* hari ni g kursus LINUS for english, basically it's hard to teach english for standard 1 because you need to master all the phoneme, letters and how to segment and blending. i feel like a complete idiot sebb i dont know how to handle such lesson sebb asyik ajar tahap dua je kan. so bila masa nak plan lesson i got quiet blur and panic a bit, naseb bekla ada odah n husna helping me out their way, Alhamdulilah. i never thought it could be this hard, the burden that the teacher holds, urgh cant imagine it. if the kids doesnt know how to read or write it's basically your fault?!eh? Somehow i am thankful to be granted as teachers, Alhamdulilah n i will never give up on the kids.